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When I paid my condolences, he had already left this
world. After wards I wrote this short poem in the condolence book.
I called it "Generation of Flowers".
The bud is yet to bloom Inferior to
the wind
When a flower falls down The rest lie in wait..
Friendship is based on mutual love and
kindness but our relationship was very different. I knew him well
but he didn't know me at all. We regarded him as our intimate friend
and, even more than that, our closest colleague but he was out of
our reach.
We imagined his portrait with knowledge
acquired through stories we heard. Some expressed images of his
student life. Some demonstrated his character. Gradually his image
became alive in our senses and thoughts. However, we still waited
for a chance to meet this unseen man and to hear his brave words.
He was respected because of his goodness.
One of his attributes was his strong spirit.
"Right and wrong always go together. We can clearly see those who
stand on the side of right and those who stand on the side of wrong.
But no matter what happens, you must know what is right. Sometimes
there are two right sides contending with each other. At that time,
on which side do you stand? If you choose one, you should stand
firmly where you are. I dislike sitting on the fence."
I thought back on my friend's words:
As a man, one has an ability to divine what is right and wrong,
choose what to believe and take a stand. You must try to be strong
and accomplish what you stand for and believe in. My friend had
this ability. He suffered miserably for his beliefs but he never
gave up.
He firmly held his political beliefs
until he died. He was one of the Rangoon Organizing Committee members
of the National League for Democracy (NLD). When the 1990 election
was held in Burma, he ran as a Member of Parliament for his native
constituency. At that time, his opposition was his older brother,
who ran for the National Unity Party (NUP), which was regarded as
an opposition party to the NLD. This proved that he stood for what
he believed in as traditionally the younger brother must respect
the elder.
"U Tin Maung Win was dead. Today his
corpse was viewed."
These words! This bad news was the news we never wanted to hear.
Although we heard the words, we didn't want to believe them because
he was in prison for only a short time. However, whether we wanted
to believe it or not, we had to inquire about it. Then we went to
a place we didn't want to go; Kyantaw Cemetery where 'men should
not be well- attended.'
We sat down under the Kou Kou tree to
take shelter from the glaring sun. The seats we used were old bricks
from collapsed tombs. We looked at the mortuary located diagonally
from us. The crematorium that ate everything put into its mouth
without consideration was located opposite the mortuary. Once, living
people and students were forced into its mouth. Unfortunately it
did not discriminate between the dead and the living. I wondered
how hot the flame was inside the crematorium, and if it could match
the intensity of our feeling. Even though we were under the shadow
of the Kou Kou tree, each of us felt on fire with grief.
Human beings' life is strange but the
world is stranger than that. The definition of a cemetery is an
edifice or stately building for remembering those who have passed
away. However, it is more than this. Like a museum, a cemetery holds
the knowledge of people and events from the past. Bo Aung Kyaw,
a student leader who was killed by the British government in a peaceful
demonstration in 1936, Bahmaw Tin Aung, a famous writer and a veteran
politician, Thakhin Mya Than, also a famous writer and political
leader, and the first elected Burmese prime minister U Nu and so
on. All of their tombstones were there, not to mention the unaccountable
martyrs' souls that dwelled and were enshrined in it.
We, a group of seven peo ple, knew nothing
of U Tin Maung Win's fate. Therefore, sometimes we sat down on the
brick tombs and waited for news. Sometimes we asked the caretaker
of the mortuary whether our hero's dead body had been brought in
or not. Sometimes we looked around inside the cemetery as if we
were children in a museum. It felt as if we were practicing unperpetuity
religious meditation. More than this, we routinely heard the sound
of buses and people crying from other funeral processions.
It was 4 pm. A few people remained. At
that time, we noticed that we were the only people still there and
we were under surveillance by the Military Intelligence (MI). But
we had no other way but to face this danger.
Cannot Placate
( We cannot placate... Significant events that scripted by our blood...
Revolution... Oh our heroes... who passed away in the democratic
Combat.. The country in which the martyrs live..) 2
Our courageous people..
Ko Daw Hmaing 2.
Oh. Ah Pho... the histories became rude..
Thakhin Aung San 3.. Oh, Ah-pha.. the state has been stained with
blood... Oh.. dare to accomplish.. The corpses are in the street..)2
Solo: (Oh, our brothers.. flowing blood in the street are not dry
yet.. Don't hesitate.. like our heroes.. who passed away in the
democratic combat.. We will revolt distinctly..)2 Our patriotic
martyrs...
That defiant sound drifted through Kyantaw
cemetery. Carrying unseen grief, the melody touched our hearts and
gave us the strength to stoically endure our suffering. This was
not only the funeral of a martyr but also a miserable example of
military dictatorship. Whether we believed it or not; our hero was
dead.
When we were under imperialism, we could
see vividly who was the imperialist or the pro-imperialist. Now
people are being treated very brutally by their own flesh and blood.
Though the junta can break the body, they cannot break a patriotic
spirit. Look! While military intelligence personnel watched and
placed many obstacles in our path, the anger of the students and
youth exploded in the form of revolutionary song while we carried
the coffin.
Carrying the memorial wreath, we marched
to the crematorium before the coffin. We put the coffin on our shoulders
instead of using the cart. Soon the flame would eat our hero's corpse.
I thought even though he might disappear physically, his spirit
and soul would float withthe smoke produced from the chimney into
the air and watch the world from the sky.
"Please do not cry honey, my father dislikes
crying. Therefore we don't cry. I request that you don't cry for
him."
When I heard these words, I felt deeply
upset. U Tin Maung Win's daughter said this to a woman who was crying
for her father. Yes! I thought to myself. I will not cry for him.
He lived a revolutionary life. We, the people who are still alive,
have to march on to our common goal. Instead of crying we must raise
our utmost forces. He died in prison a short time after he was arrested.
The authorities announced that he died of blood cancer. In reality,
he was killed by cancer. However, it was not blood cancer but authoritarian
cancer.
Suddenly I saw one phrase on the memorial
wreath:
Fallen star--- Caused by cancer---
Down with the cancer!
Our guiding star fell down to a place
far away from us but still burns brightly.
Naturally, flowers: Are ready to impregnate
the world with smell. Are ready to decorate the world with color.
Unfortunately, some flowers might be spoiled before they can bloom.
This can happen for various reasons but not every bud is destroyed.
It is nature's law.
When a flower falls down.
The rest lie in wait.
Note about the title: In Burmese culture,
the red rose symbolizes those who sacrifice themselves for the sake
of the people. The above is dedicated to U Tin Maung Win who passed
away in Insein prison on January 18, 1991.
- Sometimes the Military Intelligence personnel don't allow the
family to view the dead person's body.
- Ko Daw Hmaing is a very famous Burmese nationalist writer.
- Thakhin Aung San is an architect of Burma's independence.
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