Tortured Voices

 

A Dialogue With the Devil 1

by Moe Aye

 


On November 7, 1990, I went over to Myint thu's apartment on 38th Street, Kyauktada Township, Rangoon, to sleep the night. Myint Thu was my classmate at the Rangoon Institute of Technology (RIT) and had finished his engineering degree. He had set up his own television and radio repair shop and he would sometimes help me with food, clothing and a place to stay. When I arrived at Myint Thu's apartment, there was an elderly woman and a girl about 16 years old from up-country staying there.
'I think I should sleep outside tonight,' I told Myint Thu. 'I can see you have other guests here.'
'Don't worry,' he replied, 'they're my aunt and niece. They've never been to Rangoon and they want to see me. They'll sleep in the attic.'
I took a shower and lay in my friend's bed reading the book Thebaik Hmauk Kyaing Tha, The Student Boycotts, written by Thein Pe Myint. Myint Thu came into the room around 10 pm and we discussed the current political situation. We were still talking at midnight when we heard someone knocking on the front door.
'We want to check the guest list1!' Someone shouted.
Both of us looked at each other. We instantly knew it was the notorious military Intelligence service (MIS) at the front door and I sensed that the time that I had always dreaded had finally come.
Suddenly, I turned to Myint thu. 'You only know me as an ordinary classmate, 'I said. 'You don't know anything else about me.'
I was really worried about my friend who even though he had his own business, also helped people like me and therefore faced the possibility of being arrested by MIS. Myint Thu stared at me for few seconds and went to the front door. His aunt and niece were also woken up by the noise and we all watched Myint thu as he moved toward the door. When he opened the door a man wearing a blue jacked and a blue Arakanese sarong pointed a pistol at Myint Thu, while a military corporal in uniform entered the apartment armed with a rifle.
'Where is Moe Aye? 'the man in the blue jacket asked Myint Thu. 'I want to see him.'
'What's going on here?' Myint Thu replied.
The man in the blue jacket shouted back, 'Tell me what I asked you!'
More people then entered the room. Two military intelligence officers in plain clothes and three in uniform came in holding G4 assault rifles.
'It's me, I'm Moe Aye,' I interrupted.
'Handcuff this mother fucker!' a plain-clothed officer ordered the man in the blue jacket.' And carefully search the bedroom and the attic,' he continued.
'Why do I need to be handcuffed?' I asked. 'I haven't committed any crime.'
'Shut up! Do you want to die?' shouted one of the plain-clothed officers.
Two soldiers holding G4 assault rifles then came over to me and one of them twisted my arms behind my back and handcuffed me. I heard low sobbing coming from the attic and then some noises in the bedroom that sounded as though the soldiers had found something incriminating.
I turned and looked at my friend Myint Thu. I could clearly see sorrow and bitterness in his eyes. One of the plain-clothed men seemed to be the leader of the group and I later discovered that he was Captain Kyaw Zin Thet from Military Intelligence Unit 7(MI-7). He sat down in a chair in the living room.
'Put a hood over his head,' the captain ordered the three soldiers still in the room.
A soldier holding a rifle then placed a military green-coloured hood over my head. I could still hear their voices but I couldn't see anything. I could also hear the noise of military boots going up to the attic and Myint Thu's aunt crying. I was hoping that my friend Myint Thu wouldn't be arrested. If he was arrested, his aunt and niece, who had never been to Rangoon before, would be in trouble. Then I heard Myint Thu's aunt weeping louder and louder.
'Please don't do anything to my friend,' I pleaded. 'He's an ordinary businessman. He's not a political activist.'
'Shut up,' said an MIS officer. Whack! My check was smashed with a rifle butt.
Myint Thu's aunt was crying and pleading with the officer, 'Please sir! My nephew is just a businessman. If he's guilty of something please tell me.'
I was then pushed out of the apartment by one of the soldiers and put into the back of a truck. I noticed that someone was sitting beside me in the vehicle. After that I heard some noises which sounded like someone was being forced into the truck and I thought it was my friend Myint Thu. Then we drove off and I didn't want to think how much Myint Thu's aunt and niece would be suffering.
'Myint Thu, are you also in the truck?' I asked.
'You son of the bitch! Shut your fucking mouth!' someone shouted.
After driving for about 15 minutes the vehicle stopped. Someone ordered me to stand up in the truck and bow my head. They grabbed my shoulders and I was slowly pushed along. After taking five steps I was pushed out of the truck and felt my heart miss a beat as I fell on the hard ground. Someone pulled me up by my shoulders and shouted 'Stand up!' They then pushed me in the back to make me start walking. I walked for about ten minutes, turning left and right many times, and was forced to bow my head again. I stooped when I hit a wall and my handcuffs were then removed, but I still had the hood over my head.
'Stand against the wall and hold your hands up!' came the order. The officers searched my clothes and my body. My sarong was also taken off. When they were satisfied with their search, I got my sarong back. One of them then twisted my hand and then told me to walk slowly. I had to bow my head many times and I walked like a blind man. The hood had been on my head for a few hours now and I felt like I could hardly breathe. I told them I was suffocation but they didn't answer. Instead they hit me violently across the head. After a few minutes walk I was taken into a room.
'When you hear someone knocking on the door,' I was told by an MIS guard, 'put the hood on your head. If you want to the toilet, knock on the door three times.'
The door to my cell then slammed shut. I kept quiet for a while and gave my hands a shake now that they were free of the handcuffs. I then took off the hood. The cell was about six feet by eight feet and the ceiling was quite high. There was one four-foot neon light on the ceiling and a two-foot neon light on the wall next to the door. There was also a big five-foot-long mirror beside the door, a small table and an ugly ten-inch-high wooden bed. I was sure this was one of the notorious MIS Interrogation Centres that I had been hearing about for such a long time. I sat on the bed and looked into the mirror while combing my hair back with my hand. Suddenly, I heard a voice from the mirror.
'Moe Aye what are you doing?'
I then realised that this was probably a one-way mirror. I didn't reply to the question, but instead sat down on the bed and tried to gather my thoughts. I wondered what kind of questions they could ask me and how I could best answer them in terms of the safety of my friend Myint Thu. A guard then knocked on the door four or five times. I didn't move and I tried to calm myself down. The khaki hood was lying beside me on the bed. Then I heard an angry voice.
'Don't you know to put the hood over your head when you hear knocking on the door?'
I didn't move.
'Can you hear me mother fucker?'
Finally, two MIS soldiers in plain clothes and military boots opened the door and ran to me. They covered my head with the khaki hood and kicked me six or seven times in my abdomen and on my shins.
'Remember mother fucker, next time I'll beat you more than that,' one of them said.
I was dragged out of the cell between the two soldiers. We walked for two minutes turning left and right many times and then we stopped. The two soldiers had stepped away from me for I could feel that both my hands were free. When I tried to step forward something like a wooden stick pressed into my stomach, and so I stepped back again. I couldn't hear anything. Everything was very quiet.
I thought I was in a big room and sensed that the MIS soldiers were watching me. I felt downhearted and angry, but more courageous than before. My shin, which had been kicked five minutes ago, suddenly became very painful. I tried to bend down to massage my shin when suddenly I heard a very loud voice that seemed to come through a microphone.
'Hey you!'
I didn't know where the voice was coming from. My whole body was bathed in sweat, I felt suffocated, my leg was in pain and I was feeling very dizzy, as though my upper body was circling like a fan.
'SALUTE!!' someone bellowed, and I heard the sound of soldiers standing to attention with their guns.
I guessed that one of the MIS officers had entered the room. Then I heard some footsteps and the sound of tables and chairs being moved. However, I wasn't able to judge whether they were in front of me or behind me. My palate became dry and my whole body was chilled from sweating too much. Ten minutes later, the MIS officer spoke in a slow and heavy voice.
'Rangoon is a big city with many people. Do you know why we have selected you, you mother fucker Moe Aye?'
While he was speaking I heard a few people move closer to me and I realised that the interrogation had begun. I told myself not to panic and I simply replied, 'Yes, I know.'
'Okay then, if you know, you should answer our questions correctly. If you try to tell lies, you will not get out of here. That's what you need to understand.'
'I have been brought here because I spoke the truth,' I told him. 'I have no lies to tell.'
'Mother fucker, we brought you here because you disturbed and destroyed the stability of the state. Hands up!'
Suddenly a soldier came behind me and pulled up my hands. 'Spread your legs,' the soldier ordered. Both my hands were raised and both my legs were spread. Two bamboo or wooden sticks were then placed between my feet so my legs would stay apart. I could feel the sticks touching g my ankles. The MIS officer who had spoken before continued.
'What did you do in 1988?'
He was obviously referring to what I did during the 1988 pro-democracy uprising. 'Nothing strange, I did what the people did.'
'No! I am asking you which organisation you joined at the time and what you did in pushing the country into an abyss!'
'We never pushed the country into an abyss,' I replied. 'We did the right thing for the country.'
'Do you guys understand politics? You students are exploited by opportunist politicians, don't you know that? Tell me which organisation you joined in 1988.'
'Throughout our history, students have always been at the forefront of politics. Nobody coaxed me into politics. I joined the All Burma Federation of Student Unions.' Then I added, 'I'm thirsty, I'm suffocating and I want to sit down.'
'If you want a drink, tell me the truth,' replied the MIS officer. 'Who are your closest friends in the ABFSU?'
I told him I knew all of them, and the truth,' replied the MIS officer. 'Who are your closest friends in the ABFSU?'
I told him I knew all of them, and the officer then became angry. 'I am asking you how many student leaders you know from the ABFSU!'
Then another voice interrupted, 'Don't be evasive, we only want to know the truth.'
I had to think quickly. If I told them the names of those I knew, my friends would soon be in trouble. 'Yes, I know Min Ko Naing-I met with him twice. 'Min Ko Naing is the chairman of the All Burma Federation of Student Unions (ABFSU) and is serving a 20-year jail term. 'But for the others,' I continued, 'I can't remember their names because I haven't seen them since joined the National League for Democracy which was a year ago.'


 

About the Author

Moe Aye was born in Mandalay in 1964 and was a student at the Rangoon Institute of Technology (RIT) throughout the 1988 prodemocracy upristing. During the uprising he joined the All Burma Federation of Student Unions (ABFSU) and later joined the youth wing of the National League for Democracy (NLD). On the morning of August 9,1988, the army shot at him while he was demonstrating near the Shwe Dagon Pagoda in rangoon.
He was arrested by Military Intelligence on November 7, 1990. Moe Aye was charged under Section 5(j) of the 1950 Emergency Porovision Act and was sentenced to seven years imprisonment with hard labour. At the time of his arrest, he was working for the ABFSU and was also carrying out the duties of the NLD youth.
While in Insein Special Prison he met Mr. James Leander Nichols and Learn how the honorary consul to four Scandinavian countries was being questioned and beaten by Military Intelligence. Moe Aye was released from Insein on November 22, 1996, and due to the harsh conditions in prison he had to seek intensive medical treatment.
Some six months later, Moe Aye left for Thailand and is now living there and working for the All Burma Students' Democratic Front (ABSDF). He has written a number of articles about prisons and political prisoners in Burma.


 
 
 
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